TWELVE

Gonna say finally a Hay to you guys!!! I just passed the first term test, which is yeaaay I'm a free betcch for next upcoming weeks. No more scowling over deadly deadlines, struggling over tight fully-packed schedules, and so soooo on. I can sense the delightful smell of christmas is approaching as well as new year eve is coming thru. I always have that odd excitement when December has come. I mean, who wouldn't? Those pale rainy skies, a warm tea, long-stay with layered blankets in bed, a special feast, besties gathering, etc.
It's always been an endless drizzly days here in Indonesia. I can count more than my fingers do, how much I got soaked in droplets of raindrop, and somehow I still don't catch any cold so far.
I currently trying to sharpen my writing ability to kill time, some drafts to be done. I read some thesis and fictions too, and end up feeling like to wreck all my drafts apart. You know, kind of feeling shivers all of your confidences down that you used to put high on them, when you see someone can awesomely do the same thing better than you do, even you tried all your might to.

It's past midnight already and I have this overflowing feelings run down my spine.
It was December 17th that me and my besties finally gathered up to celebrate Ratih's bday. It was out of my idea when actually they gathered up to get problems that we currently had, to be done. The main point was, I had this icy-silent-war with a guy named Adham Panji for like 2 months. Well, I guess it's my mistake at the very first place for flooding up harsh words over them, instead of telling them what I really feel inside. But I insist to keep up with my anger and arguments, ignoring not only him but also the others for like months. So that's why I was the one who teared up the most last night. We poured out all of our feelings, shared all the point of views  we had. Instead of pour all angers back to me, they took me for a warm hug, welcome me back to the fine situation. From that night, I knew one thing. Those 12 people sitting in front of me are surely the creatures on earth I could rely on, and I do owe them my life-time.

Have you ever had kind of best friends that you've been loathe them out, you've been ignoring them for such a long time, you don't bother to take even a glimpse for them if they're doing well in busiest days, but guess what? They're still coming back, welcome you home, take you for a gentle embrace, as if you got nothing wrong for them in despite,

Well my answer is yes, I have these 12 people named
Aprilia Harera, Adham Panji, Laras Laksita, Bagas Hasianky, Nisna Khumaira, Rifky Fauzi, Astrid Iryana, Mega Muthmainnah, Ahmad Maula Hannan, Ratih Ghita, Azzahra Nabila, and lastly Me.

We've been through this friendship for like 3 years. And I proud to say we're still going on.

Bestfriends will remain the only one who stays on your side even when the whole world turns direction, right?
These my Besties, my droplet of tears, my fear, my laughters, my best heal, my whole life, what's yours?

Lastly, enjoy your drizzly holiday, everyone!

A visit to the town full of rainbows and daydreams

Sky is fine, sky is blue
My saturday is nice, how about you?

Well, another greeting from me after those buzzeey days. Schedules and deadlines got me so tighten up.
Btw how's your weekend ended? Is it good, or even amazing? Mine was very unforgettable and yet sweet! Now I'm officially updating you from town of rainbows.
Another mind-blowing awesome night has passed. yeah it's SMTOWN Concert Live in Jakarta!! You guys might know how much I do love anything K-pop. and yes! I really did!
Accompanied by 2 gorgeous girls, Shella and Ica. We drove out our car engine at 6am to reach the concert venue. We planned to have stand in the first row by any chance, so we decided to queue since early in he morning. Sky was fine but not same at the road, traffic jam strikes so we can reach the venue more than an hour over. But it's not the end. the struggle just started when we entered to join the queue which was already quite fulfilled by ppls there. wow they were fast! I wonder if they queued over-night.
To our bad luck. none of us bring any umbrella or anything to block the sun, bcs it's outdoor and it's always been summer in here Indonesia. So we got our skin sun-burned.
We got in to entrance gate around 1pm and calmly wait for another hours until the concert begins.
The stage was awesome, the light effect was incredible. I felt like in the town of rainbows and I was daydreaming back then!
Luckily we can made it to stand on first row!!~ Screams were cheering loudly all over the venue that I felt my ears numb.
There was one full row of tribune area got full red! that's TVXQ's color of fandom. wow I was tearing up how they made it so unified.
Actually I came to see my fave rookie of the year. Yes it's EXO!! I've seen Exo-m before actually through their visit to Indonesia as the guests on Super Show 4 Tour. But it can't get me enough that I promised myself to meet Exo-k at least once this year. Now I glad that I've seen the whole OT12~
The whole performances were great! I can even figure out them into words
Finally I got to see all-time fave performance, its MIROTIC!!~ The fanchants were sooo loud back then.

I took some fancams. and yeah yeah ofc it's amateur. But I'll upload them later through my youtube account.
I got to pass my mid-term test first. and it's only a week ahead from now!
Wish me luck then!~^^

Midnight Review: The Legend of Korra

You only live forever in the lights you make

When we were young, we used to say

That "you only hear the music when your heart begins to break"

Now we are the kids from yesterday 

Listening the whole MCR's danger days album and think how this "the kids from yesterday" song inspires me, both the beats and lyrics containing much mystical heartbreaking meanings yet I found it bitter but sweet.

It's weekend and yeaaah my dad is currently home!! which is such a rare moment for cases. 

Just done another night watching whole first season of the legend of korra in one-run. eum idk if it's gonna turn out good. but I'm just gonna do review a bit about this first season of Avatar Korra. Albeit I'm totally not an anime lover or else they called it. But yeaah you can just leave the sense of the previous "Legend of Aang"!! This animated show own by nickelodeon just got my first sight love. That was couldn't be better until I found out my father loved it too and yeaah we spazzing it together!~ At first, I can't leave behind the previous avatar aang story. So all I do was comparing this current avatar korra and aang. Something like "ah Aang is better looking" "the previous story is cannot be beaten with this the new one" and else. But no!! I was reach about ep-3 and I lately found out it's just flawless! The storyline is creative and getting tense! And I swear to anything that I need the season 2 right now. Which is no, I guess I should wait any longer.

Ok, it's gonna worth.

For those who interested. I extremely recommend you to look up for the full shows. Found them in ~here~

Click the next page until you found any ep of Korra, they're all completed and HD!

It's 2.40 AM now, and I guess I need a little sleep. so.. goodnight, gorgeous!^^

Newly Fashion Review

Dr. Martens!! everyone loves Dr. Martens! Who wouldn't?! The well-known footwear brand that established in Munich in 1947. This brand most often known as Docs or DMs.

To fulfill your hunger over shoes tastes.. This early 2012's summer, The famous British model Agyness Deyn gave her best alliance with Dr. Martens to give a born over another masterpiece to fashion history!

yes its titled #FIRSTANDFOREVER and the collections already available on various Dr. Martens branches over the world on August 15th!! keep your feet high, lads!

Here's the film version for promotion issue!

The Collections

AGGY CREEPER

The reason why this shoes is into my wish list is. This one is red velvet!! the fashion world currently hot issue!

AGGY 1490

Another Doc signature origin by infamous Dr. Martens now specially designed by agyness!

HEART SATCHEL

Another loveable purses by Agyness now available on Oxblood, Acid Green, Pale Lilac, and Black colors!

Reversibel Bomber Jacket

Bomber Jacket with exclusive floral prints!

Check out for another collections HERE

Damsel in Distress

Damsel in Distress, in this exact case can be compared to a girl having hardships in entire school life. I know you had ever been encounter that too, right? School is started in this end of summer and yeah yeah I actually doing good.. no I'm doing marvelous. Sounds like assignments and papers missing me so much, that they all are started to flood me up. But, what else that we can do? those grumbles and complains only get us to nowhere. Think that sleep is only for the weaks and just go with the flow! do all the thight-deadlined matters //sincerely//. Because yeah albeit myself not truly prove it yet but, perhaps these whole things that we struggled may end up throw us any benefit in the future. isn't it a good thing?
But it's like a delusional race inside my mind keep me awake in midst of night to think and recall my own thoughts. If all things I did actually right? Did all the matters that I struggle worth the price? Did all the cases that I incorporate benefit me? 
This is one of thousand reasons why I hate being teenager. Aware and sensitive over little things.
When suddenly you feel like just a scumbag of untalented creature that noone even conscious
for your existence. When you feel like people will only care for you over interesting things you do. 
Which is you never done once.

Yeah yeah such a lame. But I can't handle or even recognize this kind of feeling.
Ridiculous how this is just seems too vaguely to me, that I can't explain my feelings. Funny enough?


Things should conclude for tonight:
1.  Don't sacrifice yourself over things that end up don't get you any benefit.
2.  Do more contributions over organizations you're currently in
3.  Study further over new things
4.  Last but not the least. be thankful over little things~

Things come up into mind which entries I should update later on. 
They are about my wishlist, this upcoming autumn fashion review, and many more! stay tune!~~

Cover Artists

Not only the original songs, I love to listen various cover versions too! Some of them are literally talented and their qualities are already can tell as good as or even better than the original one!

My current favorites are Boyce Avenue, Megan Lee, and Sungha Jung !!
suggest you to check them out! no regrets! here are some of their masterpieces!

It's Sungha Jung covering Rolling in the deep by Adele

His ability as guitar player is deserved a standing ovation!

Origin in Korean and already famous worldwide! Check another plays on his youtube channel!

And this one is Boyce Avenue!! Covering What makes you beautiful by One Direction!

Group that usually remake hits into acoustic ones!

and their projects are all loveable! 

My fave Lady, Megan Lee! covering Payphone by Maroon5

She's literally talented even her ages is still quite young!

and guess what?! She made her way to do duet with Jason Mraz. Isn't that amazing?

Check this!! 

Eyeliner Tutorial!

Well hello guys. I've been frustrated this entire time that I always failed on applying any eyeliner! man that's difficult to do. But my wish granted! found this best tutorial ever! enjoy another make up tutorial at this channel lads!! Make Up by Doda

CROP TEE!

To those who aware about fashion trends. It's crop tee time! everybody loves crop tee! I know you do, who in the world wouldn't? :p gonna suggest you a super gorgeous online shop that serve you the best crop tees available! It's NLMPStorehouse! --> NLMPStorehouse

told you they're gorgeous! all credit went to NLPMS Store House. Best Regards! Happy shopping lads!~

Who Am I?

Well guys hello^^;; Let's just start this~ My name is Rifdah Aulia Ramlan. You can call me Ifa or else, depends on your liking that's sounds just fine~. I'm 16 y'o and yes, I'm Indonesian. Reckless, and ow ow remind you guys I'm expert at sarcasm language! I can prove you later on :p
I spent my interest on fashion, movies, and yes Korean Pop world. Oh yeah on another upcoming posts, you'll see how I express my own interests..
enough for now, au revoir!! =3