TWELVE

Gonna say finally a Hay to you guys!!! I just passed the first term test, which is yeaaay I'm a free betcch for next upcoming weeks. No more scowling over deadly deadlines, struggling over tight fully-packed schedules, and so soooo on. I can sense the delightful smell of christmas is approaching as well as new year eve is coming thru. I always have that odd excitement when December has come. I mean, who wouldn't? Those pale rainy skies, a warm tea, long-stay with layered blankets in bed, a special feast, besties gathering, etc.
It's always been an endless drizzly days here in Indonesia. I can count more than my fingers do, how much I got soaked in droplets of raindrop, and somehow I still don't catch any cold so far.
I currently trying to sharpen my writing ability to kill time, some drafts to be done. I read some thesis and fictions too, and end up feeling like to wreck all my drafts apart. You know, kind of feeling shivers all of your confidences down that you used to put high on them, when you see someone can awesomely do the same thing better than you do, even you tried all your might to.

It's past midnight already and I have this overflowing feelings run down my spine.
It was December 17th that me and my besties finally gathered up to celebrate Ratih's bday. It was out of my idea when actually they gathered up to get problems that we currently had, to be done. The main point was, I had this icy-silent-war with a guy named Adham Panji for like 2 months. Well, I guess it's my mistake at the very first place for flooding up harsh words over them, instead of telling them what I really feel inside. But I insist to keep up with my anger and arguments, ignoring not only him but also the others for like months. So that's why I was the one who teared up the most last night. We poured out all of our feelings, shared all the point of views  we had. Instead of pour all angers back to me, they took me for a warm hug, welcome me back to the fine situation. From that night, I knew one thing. Those 12 people sitting in front of me are surely the creatures on earth I could rely on, and I do owe them my life-time.

Have you ever had kind of best friends that you've been loathe them out, you've been ignoring them for such a long time, you don't bother to take even a glimpse for them if they're doing well in busiest days, but guess what? They're still coming back, welcome you home, take you for a gentle embrace, as if you got nothing wrong for them in despite,

Well my answer is yes, I have these 12 people named
Aprilia Harera, Adham Panji, Laras Laksita, Bagas Hasianky, Nisna Khumaira, Rifky Fauzi, Astrid Iryana, Mega Muthmainnah, Ahmad Maula Hannan, Ratih Ghita, Azzahra Nabila, and lastly Me.

We've been through this friendship for like 3 years. And I proud to say we're still going on.

Bestfriends will remain the only one who stays on your side even when the whole world turns direction, right?
These my Besties, my droplet of tears, my fear, my laughters, my best heal, my whole life, what's yours?

Lastly, enjoy your drizzly holiday, everyone!